I want to commit suicide?

Do you think your grandpa would want you to commit a major sin like that?! NO! He would want you to live your life and carry his legacy on. He would want you to teach your kids all the lesson he taught you. HE WOULD WANT YOU TO BE SUCCESFUL&HAPPY!! Think of the good times (I know it's hard), and not the bad. Remember that if love could have kept him alive...he would have never died. Those days you're about to waste away he would have killed to stay on this earth...don't be selfish. I'm sure their are plenty of people that would be hurt if you were to do so. Hold your head up&make your grandpappy happy!