Help ME braces-senior yea-SUICIDE !?

i'm hating myself so i'v had braces for more than a year and 7 months now and all the people i know who got them way after i did , have them off the only problem i had was a wisdom teeth that is in the back whenver i tell my doctor i need them off he would be like "Well there is no space yet for the wisdom teeth" and he didnt even start working on it ! dont ask me why i asked him and he wont answer me or give me a an actual reason please dont tell me be patient or anything because i have had it i get teased all the time and he didnt even start on the wisdom teeth which is the reason i had braces !! i get teased about my braces all the time and i cry myself to be every single night because of the stupid braces !